Improvement

cucumbers

They go good on subway sandwiches. Like tuna or ham. If there are lots of vegetables on the ham. Otherwise that's kinda... gross. Just cucumbers and ham? :P Anyway, my winter break has been pretty good these past couple of days. I got my magic cards all organized, ran a little, found a single diamond in Minecraft, and I think I'm starting to get better at drumming again. I can actually do a separate beat with the bass kick and the drum sticks. I still need more practice on it, of course. And I started writing a new book since my other one is only on the computers at school. AND I think I have a new favorite hat. It's a dark blue beanie. And yeah.

Theres always room for improvement, right? Like the picture from Minecraft. My mineshaft took forever to navigate, and now I added some minecart rails.

But now what do I do with it? Is it perfect? Is there room for improvement? Is there ever really a time when something can be perfect?

Something to think about...

"HOLY S*** I FOUND DIAMOND"

-Famous last words

LOL!

Writer's notebook

WHHYYYYYYY!?

I had to turn in my writer's notebook and now all my thoughts are gone... And I have trouble remembering stuff... Which means I'm not really prepared for this post. But I will do my best!

Okay... This week was pretty good... I didn't have too much homework except for on Friday... I watched The Green Mile yesterday... What a well done movie! Lots of good actors, and just the filming in general was awesome.

Anyway... What to write about... Howabout forgetfulness? A subject about the human mind... The brain. Our storage of knowledge and memories. This can probably be answered without philosophy, but how does it work? We see something and we remember it... But it's not really there? Or is it? Like ideas. Its not there, but it is. I don't really know how to express this... How can a mass of atoms make up something that functions like our brains? So weird...

DONT TOUCH MY BROWNIES!!!

Arg

Okay then...

It's late. And I'm tired. But I need to crank this out before two weeks go by without a post. I'll start off with this thing called friday night magic. It's this really fun get together of a bunch of people at this one board and card game store. My favorite card game, staying up until after 11:00 on a friday, and eating pizza. What could be better? And now school is back... Sigh... Stupid mondays and school...

Imagine life without sleep. We'd have so much more time on our hands, but would it be worth it? No dreams, that feeling of nothing, melting into a soft, cushy, warm bed... I like dreams. Delving into the back of my mind. Into the unknown. Well, slightly unknown. I'm sure I have a small idea of what hides in my brain. Or maybe not... Anyway, I love sleeping, but I guess if you never had to sleep there wouldn't ever be tiredness or anything...

IM SORRY IT'S TAKEN SO LONG TO POST!!!

Magic the Gathering - Immortality

Yo dawwwg, wussuuuuuuppppp!???!!!???

I have done SO MUCH this past week! So many first times! First cruise, kayaking, ATVing, spending over $120 on Magic the Gathering, wearing a poncho, getting room service, eating some certain foods... and stuff. So I'm feeling pretty awesome right now. And with those new magic cards, I've started up my collection. I have quite a few cards from one day (at LEAST 200) and I've been looking at some life counters online... And yeah.

So. Immortality. Live forever and never have a permanent companion, friends, etc. But you get to learn alot and do stuff. You could do just about anything. Get to be known throughout the world. I guess it'd depend on how you live. Would you be one who wants to live a quiet life, or go out and make a name for yourself? And there'd be lots of people with ideas of how and why you're immortal... So maybe it'd be best to live quietly. But what would be the point of living to a certain point? I guess if you had nothing to gain, then you'd start giving. And this is kind of me rambling with a bunch of jumbled thoughts. So: Immortality or not?

Hahahahaha... Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Derp

I'm feeling very derp right now. I've gone for two weeks now without posting. Which is a twice as long as it should have me to post on here. So I'm sorry.
Tomorrow I'm going on a cruise for about a week going to Mexico. My first cruise. And I won't have any electronics with me so I'll be completely cut off from teh internets. Theres a big game area and there'll be room service and Magic the Gathering with Dad and my bros. So I don't think I'll need electronics... except I might go crazy without my music. Ah well.

Howabout I do two questions since I missed the first one?

Numero Uno: I'm coming from Albert Einstein with this one. Suppose there was the Big Bang. I'm wondering what could have come before that. Like maybe there were worlds like ours with life but something happened and then all the matter got balled up and yeah... :P I don't know where I'm going with this.

Two: This one is a bit more on the sad side of thoughts. (Yes that's a warning) Eventually everyone dies. And I've kinda been in this territory before with doing stuff people will remember us by. I'm thinking about the future. Will all of humanity die when our sun explodes, or 2012 with the Aztec calendar thing, or asteroids, or zombies, or aliens, etc. and all our progress be lost? Will we escape and move on to other worlds? Will religion change? Will we be remembered by... well, our predecessors? Could we be remembered like dinosaurs? I hope not... I'd like to live to see the future. What happens.

Next time: Immortality? Maybe or maybe not...

im distracted

wait... what?

That's exactly what I just thought. I'm watching Gears of War 3 be played and I just looked at mah computah...And now I just sent a text... ARG. Okay. Lets see... GoW3 is awesome. And its just making me more hyped for MW3... And I just got back from the marine corp ball. Free stuff and dancing. And food. And yeah.

Um... I've been playing Dead Island a lot lately, so I think I'll relate the question thing to zombies. First off, how likely is it that the apocalypse could happen? Where would you rather be if it were to start? I could go on with this, but I keep getting distracted, so... Yeah.

DIE LOCUST!!!! raawwwwrrrrrrr

Liking stuff

Whhaaaaaaaaaaaa!?

This weekend was SO AMAZING! I went to see an Anthrax concert, had a birthday party, slept in, and yeah. But then I forgot my backpack at my mom's house, so that kinda put a damper on my Sunday. Other than that, my weekend was absolutely amazing.

What makes us like different stuff? What makes us different? I know we have genes and stuff that were passed down from our ancestors. But how... why do some of like blue, while others like red? Why do some of us like cheese burgers and others like green beans (ugh, green beans :p)? I'm sure there is an answer to this that doesn't require philosophy, but I'm just putting it out there.

So yeah. May you have good omens and stuff. TILL' NEXT TIME, FELLOW BLOG READERS!

Control

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

Why no? ... I dunno. I didn't know what to put as a first thing up top there... So I put noooo.

My birthday is tomorrow! On a freakin' monday. Wooo. 15 years old. As bland of an age as the day it lands on. Is there anything special about 15? Besides being divisable by 5? And 3. My favorite number. Ah well.

For the question: Who controls us? Are we really in control of our lives? I've been watching The Matrix, and talked about who controls us in english class, and I thought it'd be a good topic on here. Who does? The Man? Our selves? Fate?

And yeah. Have a good week y'all!

EXTRA POST OMG

Hey y'all!!!

I have a bit of extra time on my hands, so I thought I'd do an extra blog post... But I'm not really sure what I'll write about.

Life's been pretty good. I got some extra time to stay up because I did some chores on my own (woot!) so I get to stay up a bit later. I'm actually waiting for my dad to come down here on the downstairs computer and renew my bus pass... But he's taking forevaaaarrrr.

I'll do a quick question.
What's your reason for getting up in the morning and going through your day? Is there some thing to look forward to, or do you get up just because you have to? Like going to school, or work. While you need to go to school to get good grades, and work to make money, think about the other reasons. Friends, co-workers (unless they're jerks), stuff that you don't know that will occur. And yeah. I'm spent.

To infinity, and beyo- OH-MY-GOD-THERE'S-A-CELING *smash*

Birthdays

Hmmm...

Ablah. I'm tired. And it's 11:20 in the morning. And yeah. It's probably not  good time to be doing this... I can't really think straight... I got my braces tightened and now my teeth are all sore. Not fun... and my birthday is coming up. I'm turning 15.

Which leads up to the philosophy thing. I understand celebrating being born, but isn't it about getting older too? About getting closer to dying? I'm not worried about dying right now, of course, but I'm just saying.

I'm hungry... I think I'll eat some breakfast now. There's English muffins with raisins in them... mmmmm...

Consistency

blah

Yes. Blah. That's how I'm feeling right now. I don't want tomorrow to be Monday. I don't want this, and that, and blah blah blah, but what can I do? Do my best to get through it. Like I've done before. Its just one of those days...

Anyway, you may have noticed the title. I'm thinking of just updating this every weekend, instead of every other day or everyday or however often I was doing it. I don't know if that's a good idea or not, but its a bit too hard to do it so often. Input?

I need to go to sleep in a minute, so I'll try and do this fast. If people had a volume for their thoughts, like an area surrounding them, how much would that add up to? Probably bigger than the Earth, maybe the sun...

Well, goodnite. Sleep well if you're up reading this right now...

Haaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii there!

It is LATE! Well... for ME it is. Thankfully its the weekend... Woooo... I wonder what I'm going to do for the next two days... There's a chargers game coming up! And yeah. Maybe I'll finish up my Minecraft Mansion. That thing has taken FOREVER to make! I've been working on it for two days now! It's almost like going to work and getting paid in an awesome creation... Which I think is worth it. I'll post pictures of it on Facebook.

I still don't have my writer's notebook back, so bear with me...
What will the good people of Earth do when we can no longer live on this planet? Will we search for a new one? Live on a spaceship? Just end up dying?

And yeah. That's all for now. Go to sleep RIGHT NOW if you're reading this at the time I posted it. Or if it's after 10 o'clock...

toooo late

I'm tired. I was at school until 6 for drum line and just got home. I'm tired (as stated before), my feet are sore, and I'm mentally exhausted. So don't be surprised if this blog is a little less thought out than the others.

In school I have 4 A's and 2 A+'s, and my school work is flowing along pretty well. I'm learning a new language, instrument, and other life skills, as well as making a "book", so I'm feeling pretty darn smart... and stressed. Today wasn't so bad though. Wednesdays are kind of my no-homework days... but I do have drum line which requires a lot of standing around.

Sooooo... yeah.

Would the world be better with  every body having a same language, no war, etc? There are some reasons that I can think of why it'd be bad, like over population and over consumption of resources, but it'd also be good without hate and violence, etc. I used etc. two times in the same paragraph... :p.

I'll have more planned out / better thought out idea type things when I get my writer's notebook all graded and returned... thats where I'm starting to put my ideas and thoughts n' such...

And now I leave you... TO YOUR THOUGHTS!!!

good and EVIILLLLLLLLLLL

Awright. A new blog post that didn't take months to publish.

Life didn't really change. In two days. So I'll jump straight into the question.

I'm making a story in my english class. The "moral" type thing at the end is: Is a good guy considered evil for killing a good guy in self defence?

And yeah.

HAZ A GOOD DAY!!!

ITS BACK

oookkkaaayyyyyy

It has been FOREVER since I last posted on here... Welcome if you're new, if not, welcome back. Even though there's only maybe 2 or 3 people that read this...
Life's going good. I'm getting good grades, playing games (the internet is working on the xbox's again) and listening to awesome music.

Enough about me.

I've been thinking about life lately. About what we do throughout them, feelings, emotions, actions, etc. So many people have gone through their lives, many of them not helping the world or society in any way and some making technological advances and being involved in world affairs or even just partaking in the making of something. Some have been through more than others. Some haven't had a chance at doing anything. All in all, a lot of the time people don't get a chance to make a name for themselves. Sometimes they don't care and don't want to. But those that do want it, and do their best to get it, occasionally are denied. Those patterns can go over and over again without any one taking notice, and the world moves on.
I just think its sad that all these things go on, and a lot of the time no one is able to acknowledge these small revelations. No one notices. And the people live through their 90 some years for momentary gain. Because once you live your life, who remembers? Yeah, you can have good times and bad times, experiences, blah blah blah, but does it last?

I'm tired, so I'm going to sleep now.

up and down

Allllll right. Phwah. How's life? Uh... Brain overload. So many things going on... School is about to start. Thats one of them. I've got my backpack, school stuff... ARG. Starting a new school is always so frightening. mostly I'm worried about where to go. This school is REALLY big. And the schedule changes every day. I'm sure I'll be able to find every thing though. :P

And the circus is this weekend. Who's going? Yes mom, I know you're going. BESIDES my mom. I think it's the Greatest Show on Earth. Pretty awesome.

This isn't the question, but I was just wondering if anyone has any trouble with... people understanding you? Being able to express yourself? Because I can't do it. I'll lock up. I don't want other people to worry, or I might hurt someone... Or some one is being a jerk. You might want to do this. NO I'm right no matter what. I just want to walk up and stuff my fist in their face. But I can't. Because I know THAT is wrong. I just can't seem to make them see with my words. And I know force doesn't work any way. It's so frustrating. -_- Screaming in their face isn't the way. I wish I could do that sometimes.

Also, I'm wondering if I have trouble controlling my feelings. I pour my guts into my journal. That doesn't do it though. And then I'm back to that needing to talk to someone. BUT I CAN'T DO THAT. As stated above. My chest feels locked up sometimes. Like my breath gets caught in it. Sometimes I feel so full of rage, or anger, and I want to roar at the top of my lungs, or so sad I could sob all night. I used to not think about what I was feeling. I would just be happy. But then what happens when you do think about all of it? BOOM. Emotional overload. And I've tried to just get over it. It comes back though.

So I was just wondering if anyone else that reads this understands or has felt like this before.

As for the question, has you thought about how life seems to go up and down? Like things will be going good, and all of a sudden, BAM. Some kind of crap just ruins that feeling of happiness. It could be tiny or something big like someone dieing, but then it'll fade away and then you'll feel happy again. It takes as long as it does. Long, short, for the happy and bad feelings. Or does life go in a whole bunch of directions? Left, right, forward, back, up, down. Something to think about.

owwwww my head

First off, I'm sorry. I HAVE BEEN... uh... BUSY!... I guess... Nah, I've just neglected my computer for a while. Alllll right. Stuff to TALK about.

Have you ever been in an ALL CAPS RAGE (respects payed to RayWilliamJohnson) before? Have you just LET IT ALL OUT? Roar? I usually just sigh really loud. Take a deep breath and then let it all out. Like a sigh roar. I have a head ache. It really hurts. ARG!!! >_< OMG text color change!!!

Uhhh.....

Question...

Mmmmmm fudge...

This is going to be the worst question evar. What's your favorite kind of fudge? :D

Atoms

Today was a lazy day. Alot of it was spent on the computer or in the pool. Terraria too. Uhhm... Six flags was totally amazing. They have the best rollercoasters EVAR!!! We got these refill cups that we used alot. Very refreshing. Free refills day of purchase. But you couldn't bring them on the rides. Which was stupid.

What the question is has to do with the title. Could there be something smaller than atoms? There are pieces of atoms, but could they be like planets? Or maybe contain entire galaxies or universes... universei... uh... you get the idea.

A bit short, but I couldn't think of any thing else to write.

4th of July

All right. It's the 4th. Who's seeing fireworks? Uhh... I'm just kind of writing things off the top of my head... I've moved officially to my dad's house... The internet will be set up on my computer soon (I'm posting from my bro's computer) so I'll be able to watch all the YouTube video subscriptions I've missed out on and post on this and facebook more... And in general go on the internet... duh...

Okay, calm down, I'll get on with the question.
Let me figure out what it is first... Uhh...
This computer is nice...
If you knew how long this is taking me, ugh... Like, 5 minutes...

Alright. What do you think of when you look at the stars? Recently I looked up and thought, wow, look at all that. Our emotions and the way our heads are... they kinda sorta maybe add up to all that space. Thoughts, our subconcious (did I spell that right? no automatic spell check on here...), brains in general are constantly working, and if you added that all up how much space would that take up? I mean, if thoughts were matter. And all the people here on earth, and possibly on other planets... Thats alot.

So there you are. Something to ponder on your spare time.

LAST THING. Take your time. Don't stress. It'll all be okay. Just think. You have all the time in the world. Callllllmmmmmm. If you wonder why I'm so slow... There you go. And also because I'm tired... And other witty things you have to say about my turtle like speed. My mind isn't empty. I'm constantly thinking, although those thoughts are constantly forgotten.

HAVE A NICE DAY. OR NIGHT. OR WHATEVER.
That seemed unhappy and negative.
ENJOY... uh... EVERYTHING. Yeah.

Okay, good bye.

Yeah new month!

All right. A new month. High fives all around. I stayed up with some friend's on xbox... I'm am going to be soooooo tired when I wake up... My mom and I are going to see the new xmen, and I'll be going over to my dads house after that. Still not completely sure when the final move is... Umm... >_< blahhhhhh... I'm begging to feel kind of cheated. I won't elaborate on that. Feelings and stuff. This is public. ARG the negativity that goes on in my head... I wish I could just flush it out or something... I love music. Most kinds. Rap and hip hop stuff irritates me... Along with country. But I like metal and most other things. Mostly death metal and symphony type things. Especially together. It seems reall epic and awesome. Umm... How about... What is your favorite anything. The thing you love the most out of any thing else?

By the way, I'm going to try and start checking blogs and updating more frequently.

Excited... Yet frustrated.

Helllooooo again. Well... E3 sounded awesome. All kinds of new shtuff coming out, with Minecraft on XBL being my fav. Schools almost out, moving, games with my friend's online. Good times. AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT DAY!!! So much to look forward to... And yet... Maaahh... I'm... Lacking. Something is missing. Grrnarflooshlokan... I... Feel... Alone? I don't know... So many people, wasted chances at getting to know people... Anyway... Onto the question. I believe I know what to discuss. At what age should people begin to worry about looks? I've seen kids at... I don't know, 8 years of age wearing makeup. COME ON! Be happy, skip, run, scream, throw tantrums! Guys, gals, sagging pants, tight shorts... Ew. No. Too young. :p

I CAN'T THINK OF A TITLE

Hello again! Im staring at a blank screen. What to write... Dimmu borgir... Drums... Games... That's facebook stuff... Armhargah... How about commercials. Do they control your thoughts? Are you influenced by them subconsciously? I like them just because... Well... Sometimes they're funny... I don't know... Are they evil? Can we not resist influence? Because we see or hear something, will we follow it's instructions? Maybe they can be good. You want to buy some thing. You remember that commercial. Is that bad? There might actually be a good deal. Companies want to sell things. If you weren't aware of their products, how would you buy them? I remember all kinds of songs and phrases from commercials. That doesn't mean I remembr what they sell. Sometimes they're annoying. Like barbies while a guy watches cartoons. That makes you avoid them probably. What I'm trying to get at is, commercials don't control us, I think. I think of them as opportunities. Choices. Not demands. They don't control us.

BraveNewPost... :D lol

Wazzaaaap!? I wish I didn't have all this stuff on my mind so late at night... It seems like the time I finally collect all my thoughts. Ahm... Yeah... Something smart... Hmm... Did I post anything about the meaning of life yet? I think I did something about your role in life... I think that life is about getting the best out of this one life. Have fun. You know the saying don't sweat the small stuff? Don't sweat the big stuff either. Just think about what YOU want. I've spent alot of my time worrying about others. And it's good to do that to a certain extent. Just don't put yourself in a situation where you get all mixed up just because two people want some thing! Or any other matter *ahem*. Put yourself first, but help others while helping yourself. Big decisions... Just make a choice. If it hurts someone, it'll most likely hurt someone else, so do what YOU want.

Open mindedness...ness

Whether your religious or atheist, young or old, smart or dumb, I believe it is important to keep an open mind. Just because you already think you know something doesn't mean you can't learn MORE from it. You can continue to gain knowledge from one fact or nuget of information over and over again. You figured out one thing; now look at it again and see if there is something else to gain from it. Look at it from all directions.

I. Can't. Sleep.

Lots of stuff going on... So I'll get some of it off my mind... Uh... Where to start...

"relationships". Quotes there because I don't really think you can have a relation ship 'till you're grown up... But for now I'll call it that because I don't what else to call it. I'll be going to a new school soon. So there isn't really any reason to try and get to know people at my school because I'll just lose another friend to the unforgiving difficulties of keeping in touch with people. Although it is pretty easy with facebook... Anyhow, I don't really know why I started off on that. I have the mind of a teenager with teh ragin hormones... I'm kind of rambling now... Umm...

Brownies. Yum. Uhmuh... I need someone to talk to. About stuff. And not parents. Yes I know I can talk to you. Don't worry. But I need a friend that can understand how I feel. My bros'... I don't know. No offense. I need... Like... Someone similar to a soul mate... Or soul friend... That can share the life long experiences and hard ships and fun and stuff with me... I don't really have anyone. I blame it on all the freakin moving... But maybe I'm not all that great at keeping friends. But... Yeah... You can disregard this... I just needed to put this somewhere. I don't really have anywhere to put it.

I've been thinking today... I know, ohhh no there he goes thinking again, so funny. But have you ever thought about what your role in life is? What you are here for? Well, it might not be all that complicated. I'm not religious, so I might have some different views than others. And I'm not talking about the meaning of life. I'm talking about what my or your... Job in life I guess. I see my life for the purpose of making jokes, thinking about things, eating, sleeping, playing video games, and enjoying things people make. I am what I like to call a sloth. I don't really think I'm going to do anything to cause a major change in the world. I'll get a job, go to college, make money, have a family, and learn from my experiences. But what is YOUR role in life? What do you think will happen? Is there a god that put us all here for a reason? Or have we evolved with no real point in our existence? Or some other thing.

Wouldn't it be awesome to have telekinesis? You could make a sandwich while you pick your nose. Or fly home from the bus stop. PLAY A GAME WITHOUT YOUR HANDS!!! If I could have any power, that would be it. What about you? ... And could we get some comments going here?

Uhh... first thing to talk about...

I can't seem to think of any thing. So first off well talk about a sugestion I got. Space travel. Earth will eventually not be an option for a home. So do we travel into space or try and solve the problems here? Are there aliens that will probe us and try to take over our culture? Or will they help us and maybe allow us to join some kind of organization? WHAT WILL HAPPEN?

The dealyo

I'm not sure how often I'll actually post on here, but I'll try and do it fairly often. I'll mostly be putting things that I've been thinking about and stuff like that. You guys can post ideas that you want to share or discuss or whatever too....