Further Development of My Life

So I haven't posted on here in quite a while. And a lot has happened since the last time I posted.

So yeah.

HELLOOOOOOOO and welcome back.
I am Mikey Hudachko. I'm 16 years of age and I have the best girlfriend ever (these are the most important things you should know about me at this point in my life).
I can't seem to remember all the really intriguing things to think about that were spinning around in my head earlier. At all. That's why I opened up my frakin computer in the first place. Okay. I'll just... type until they come to mind I guess.

OOH I'll tell you about Katie. She's my girlfriend. And she's really smart and has an established plan for her life. And she's funny and goofy and really pretty and also has really good taste in clothing and style. And she writes and does art and stuff. So she's like... really awesome. Obviously. Not to mention that she loves me back and does stuff alllllllllll the time to show it. She gives me/makes me art and sends me letters and makes me food and asdl;kfj;ljgs;lfahgsl;dfgoirhe SO MUCH LOVE

Demonstration of my awesome art skills ^
(see we're both really good at art we have so much in common)

Anyway. Yeah.

I'm living with my mom and there's really loud spoiled children upstairs. They are annoying. Very. Annoying.

I feel like I complain about school too much. About how I'm not learning the things I care about and want to learn. And how it sucks and is way too stressful and IT'S NOT ENJOYABLE UGH
I mean, if I want to dedicate my life to one or two things and learn about them and benefit the rest of the world with my development of those things, WHY AM I BEING KEPT FROM DOING THAT? I am instead being made to be a well rounded smart person. I have the resources and opportunities to be everything I want to be, BUT NO. I HAVE TO GO TO FREAKIN SCHOOL AND LEARN ABOUT SPANISH AND CHEMISTRY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH I DON'T WANNA.
But I'm selfish and ignorant because there's plenty of people who aren't born into the wealth and plenty of America and they live and die in poverty etc.
WHICH JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT I'M WASTING A PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE A HAPPY FULFILLED LIFE.
And as always I'm probably wrong because I'm a hotheaded inexperienced teenager who doesn't know the ways of the world and doesn't look at all sides of a point.
I dunno. Just letting off steam. Because I'm selfish and immature.
xD I appreciate that I have everything that I've been given. It's just frustrating that I'm being held back from the things I want to do and being forced to do things that aren't really making me happy or... enriching my life, honestly. I want to drum and think and write and draw etc. Which isn't a well grounded, certain future. But if I try enough and don't give up... I think could do it. Perhaps they're the silly dreams of an adolescent who day dreams too much. Or maybe one day you'll be buying my album and appreciating the well thought out lyrics and catchy beat.
Only time will tell.

But I have to get back to what I was doing. So I bid you all a good day/night or what ever time it is.

Baaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Maybe this post will... uplift you? Heh...

Why helloooooo therrrreeeee :D

Welcome, yet again, to another blog post! As usual, it's been a while since I last posted on my blog. I have to say, I'm sorry for that. But oh well. I'm sure your life has been a lot more dreary and boring ever since that last blog post...

Anyways.

What to talk about? Ehm... School. Ew. I don't like it. Nice to get to see people again though. The homework... ugh. Chemistry and Algebra II. Gotta love it. Not really. Just kidding. English is good.

SO.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcjdpaNWzBQ

LISTEN TO THE ABOVE SONG AND THEN READ THE QUOTE
(or don't. do what you want.)

"I do anything that I want
I get everything that I ask
And if this message bothers you, ya' know, just kiss my frikin' butt hole."
-Pantera

This quote can be misunderstood fairly easily.
"I do anything that I want" Now there isn't really anything wrong with that, is there? I do what I want. That doesn't mean I'm a jerk about it. I can be, but will I? Probably not.
"I get everything that I ask" Again, am I a jerk about it? In fact, I may get what I want through asking kindly. Please and thank you. Etc. Maybe even through a reward system. Maybe I get what I want because people like catering to me? Or maybe I just go out and get it myself.
"And if this message bothers you, ya' know, just kiss my frikin' butt hole" If you couldn't tell, those aren't the exact words. But I'm sure you get the message. If you don't like it, then too bad.

If you listen to the rest of the lyrics, they're a bit more vulgar (see what I did there?) but still hold a message. What I get from this song is: I'm not going to let anyone get me down. I'll destroy myself if I so desire and have a good time doing it. And I don't care if you disagree with my ways.


Alrighty. I wasn't really planning on going into so much detail on that. But I got it out there, so... yeah. I love that song. So much.

Ya' know, I've really been thinking lately. Crazy right? I've been thinking! Ahem. But really. I'm getting back into my philosophical mindset again. I talked to Noah about religion today, I'm contemplating ways to fix the school system, I'm writing again, I'm thinking about humanly ways such as lust (I hate lust, in case you were wondering), happiness, life in general. Ah, it feels good to be back in the loop of things. Minus school. But you know what? It's worth it.

Well, thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed. Yeah.

WHY THE HELL IS THAT COW EATING MY BROWNIES!?

spell check isn't working sad face :(

Well, hello once again. What's it been, like a month or something? Too long, fellow readers, too long... Perhaps I should get back in the habit of posting more often now that summer is in full swing for me. I mean, if you people would like that. Something to read when you're bored. Or busy. Or... just whenever. But not while you're driving. Or on a roller coaster. Or in a movie theater. Read responsibly y'all.

So it's getting hotter. ... Or is it just me? Man, the garage sale I had yesterday... It was the opposite of cold, let me tell ya'. Or don't let me. Up to you. Anyways, it was hot. I mean, it was better than pouring rain and extreme cold, but it wasn't the best working condition. I'm not really a fan of intense heat. Heh... intense heat... lol... ... yeah.

Ah, that gets me to another topic. Immaturity. I am immature. In case you haven't noticed. And I guess in order to grow up and become an adult, you're expected to drop the sex jokes and fart noises and such. So, obviously, if you agree with that above statement (that I'm immature) then you agree you have to drop the "nasty" stuff. Or perhaps you think you need to experience certain things. For instance: maybe you think doing drugs or drinking alchohol gives you a certain edge to the immature competition. Because you've experienced and have been scarred by early exposure to something, it makes you more mature. However; I disagree. Perhaps after the experience of it, you've gained the knowledge that comes from it, but does that really make you MATURE? Well, who am I to say?

And THAT gets me into ANOTHER topic. Language. Cussing. Inappropriate words. Well, there's certain times when saying them is okay and when it isn't. And I think people should refrain from cussing as much as possible. But not cussing at all? Now that's just silly to me. Erm... SCREW that, I think would be an appropriate word.

Now, I'm just asking for opinions here. I already have a few from people in my everyday life. But I'd like to hear from YOU. If you care to answer? On Facebook, in the comments section, or just leave a comment in the section of this post if you wish to answer either one or both of the opinions I expressed obove. Or DON'T! Ah, the freedom of choice...

And yeah.

I'd get into the matter of love, but who really knows what it is? Some say lust. Some say something more pure. I honestly have no idea.
It'd just to be nice to have a nice female to live for, you know?
OH MY GOD YOU'RE TOO YOUNG FOR THAT JUST LIVE FREE AND MEET A LOT OF PEOPLE
I cannot tell how many people have been telling me this. Yeah, I agree with it in order to find the one person that you can live wiith for... like... a long time... but I'M TOO FREAKIN' IMPATIENT. I mean, just to even have a GIRLFRIEND!? Is that too much to ask for? I'm 15 and a half for crying out loud! Actually, if you want to get specific, it's more like two thirds, but that just makes it worse.

Oh yeah. I have this... theory. You've got the rich people who haven't really had anything necesarilly BAD happen to them, and you have the poor people who've been through hell and back. And the people in between. In my eyes, the richer people become popular and have all these friends and are extroverted. They use crap loads of make up, know what's "in", and have an aura of "I'm cool and happy and I'd get to know you if my ego and ignorance didn't get in the way". And the poor people. They tend to be more introverted, have many problems, can't really afford to be popular, and have an aura of "I hate myself, no one likes me, I wanna go die in a hole, I like pain and cutting and stuff, and I really wish I had more friends and that my life wasn't so crappy".
And the people in between. Some lean more towards one side. Some are right smack in the middle. Or maybe some don't relate to that at all and are "weird".

Ugh. Another of my opinions. Stuff to think about. Society.

Anyways. Thanks for taking the time out of your life to read my little blog. It's much appreciated.

TELL UR FRIENDS ABOUT ME LOL

i am mikey and mikey is tired

I am SO tired right now.

Um... hi...

So, I guess metal heads were one of the first to really appreciate the old nerdy stuff. I mean, if you listen to a lot of the lyrics to older metal songs, they're about slaying things and... Just medieval fictional stuff, if you know what I mean.
My point here is: What do most geeks, nerds, etc. listen to?
And when I say geeks, nerds, blah blah blah, I mean like Dungeons and Dragons, trading card games, computers...
AND there ARE different categories of nerds n' geeks.

... Yeah.

If you were to look at the different genres of music, to ME the most logical music to be associated with nerdyness would be metal. Conquest. Swords and armor. Killing large beasts. With modern metal music, which has evolved A LOT, you get deeper stuff and a wider variety of subjects. But I'm not talking about modern metal. But you already knew that. I hope. I've only repeated myself like 3 times.

Hey, I'm tired. This is what happens when Mikey is tired. He starts talking about himself in the third person and repeats himself over and over again trying to get his point across.

I wonder what other music has influenced?

Rap...
Pop...
Country...

Of course my three least favorite genres come to mind first...

Justin Beiber... huuuhhuuuhhhhhh...
that was me shivering and... making a noise of disgust... like dry heaving and sighing at the same time. Kinda'. ... Yeah.

Mushrooms are really gross, in case you were wondering.
Really. Really. Really gross. Like... Really.
I could say really more but... I'm too lazy to type it again.
Hahaha too lazy to move my fingers...

Um... What else do I have to talk about...

...

Poop and brownies were honestly the first two things I thought of.

And then cucumbers.
And now bananas.
And refrigerators.
And... Intestines.
...And... dead things...
...um... puppies...
... drums...
fiz gig...
babies...

Babies are frakin' creepy. I don't care what you say. They're all deformed and... cry and stuff...
Like Justin Bieber.
Ha... haha... Just kidding. I have no idea if Justin Bieber crys.
I'm ashamed I know how to spell his name.
If that is how you spell his name.
... Hm.

I don't know what to talk about.
So... I'll leave you to your thoughts now.
Don't do drugs.
I mean, unless you really want to.
But... The general idea is that they're bad for you, so...
Don't do drugs unless you really want to?

...

Drink soda instead. Soda is good. And cheeseburgers and pizza and ice cream and candy (Reece's!) and meat loaf and... stuff... but not mushrooms... mushrooms are gross...

Okay. Good bye for real.
Like... really.
Bye.
... Okay, bye.
You hang up first.
No you.
I said it first.
Okay, count of three.
three
two
one
...
...
You're still there, huh?
...
Wow. They hung up on me. Jerk.
SURPRISE!
*freaks out and drops phone. phone breaks*
... Wow. They hung up on me... *starts crying and runs into a wall made of jello*
and then the world explodes
and super man is the only survivor
and he... does stuff in outer space...

Leave a comment for something I should talk about next time?
It'd be appreciated.
Thanks.
kay bye.
...bye.
for realz.
bye.
byyyyeeeeee
bye bye
...
okay bye.


bye.

bye.

... really this time, bye.

just kidding. now bye.

Atari

Hi. I'm posting again.

It's been a while, so... Yeah.

School is... Evil... But you all know my opinion on school...
Unless you don't.
If you don't, I think school is extremely stupid and can be redone to a much higher, better standard.
But that's just my opinion.

Anyways...

So, an Atari came in the mail. It's all set up in the garage. And I'm playing it more than I've played Xbox in the past week or two. River Raid is an awesome game an I love it. Asteroids is pretty cool too but it's SO EASY. And we have other games like Berzerk, Combat, Super Breakout... And others.

It's weird having only one button on the controller. See, I'm used to the two joysticks, 4 other buttons, triggers and bumpers. There's a lot of switching and fingers moving. With the Atari, it's pretty much just the endurance and speed of your thumb pressing that single red button. And of course the one joystick. Honestly, it's hard to call it a joystick. It's like a stick that presses other buttons as it leans. You have North, East, etc. and the other 3 in between each. Like North, North-north east, north east, east north or whatever, and east. Nothing in between. Imagine trying to play Zuma without propped accuracy, or Call of Duty without that sensitive aiming.

But the way the games work make it okay. Like River Raid. All you really need are the controls given. It's good the way it is.

And don't get me started on the poor pixelated sound quality.

Or Super Breakout. That game is just flat out boring. And I despise it.

So... I'm not sure what else to say here.

Yeah.

Enjoy your day?

Hiiiiiiiiii

I have no idea what to write about right now. I'm really bored. So yeah. It's a nice day, if a bit hot. Although I am wearing all black. As usual. No big deal though. There IS a breeze, so... That feels niiiiccccceeee.

So yeah. Spring break. Aw yeah. ... I am really, really bored. This goes on till' 6:30. ... Blaaaahhhh. I wish I knew someone here so that I could hang out instead of sitting around with nothing to do. Waiting for a job. I'm at a track meet for my school. Helping out for community service. And yeah.

This post is totally pointless.

Anthrax quote. Can you find it? (;

IT'S FRIDAY, SON!

Yayuh! Friday! Woooooooo!
A much deserved break from the week, hm?

You know what I hate? What I despise and generally dislike? Feeling anything but happy or in between happy and mad. Sadness sucks. Anger sucks.

So I vow to:
1. Not be sad.
2. Not be angry.
3. Be happy, but recognize things that shouldn't make me happy. I wont let the bad things get to me any longer. I'm done with sad. Sad sucks and I hate it. I will beat my sadness to the ground until it begs for mercy. And then beat it some more. Because I. Am. Done. With. Sad. Sure it's a natural emotion, but I'M DONE WITH IT.

I don't know why you'd want to feel sad. But sometimes you can't help it. Anyhoo.

I'm going to get a haircut. I haven't told anyone this directly. It's a surprise for those that notice. Ideas or suggestions? Comment section or Facebook. Or tell me to my face. Or over the phone. Whatever. Just feel free to tell me.

Now I have a question to present to you, loyal reader.
How do you feel?