So yeah.
HELLOOOOOOOO and welcome back.
I am Mikey Hudachko. I'm 16 years of age and I have the best girlfriend ever (these are the most important things you should know about me at this point in my life).
I can't seem to remember all the really intriguing things to think about that were spinning around in my head earlier. At all. That's why I opened up my frakin computer in the first place. Okay. I'll just... type until they come to mind I guess.
OOH I'll tell you about Katie. She's my girlfriend. And she's really smart and has an established plan for her life. And she's funny and goofy and really pretty and also has really good taste in clothing and style. And she writes and does art and stuff. So she's like... really awesome. Obviously. Not to mention that she loves me back and does stuff alllllllllll the time to show it. She gives me/makes me art and sends me letters and makes me food and asdl;kfj;ljgs;lfahgsl;dfgoirhe SO MUCH LOVE
Demonstration of my awesome art skills ^
(see we're both really good at art we have so much in common)
Anyway. Yeah.
I'm living with my mom and there's really loud spoiled children upstairs. They are annoying. Very. Annoying.
I feel like I complain about school too much. About how I'm not learning the things I care about and want to learn. And how it sucks and is way too stressful and IT'S NOT ENJOYABLE UGH
I mean, if I want to dedicate my life to one or two things and learn about them and benefit the rest of the world with my development of those things, WHY AM I BEING KEPT FROM DOING THAT? I am instead being made to be a well rounded smart person. I have the resources and opportunities to be everything I want to be, BUT NO. I HAVE TO GO TO FREAKIN SCHOOL AND LEARN ABOUT SPANISH AND CHEMISTRY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH I DON'T WANNA.
But I'm selfish and ignorant because there's plenty of people who aren't born into the wealth and plenty of America and they live and die in poverty etc.
WHICH JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT I'M WASTING A PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE A HAPPY FULFILLED LIFE.
And as always I'm probably wrong because I'm a hotheaded inexperienced teenager who doesn't know the ways of the world and doesn't look at all sides of a point.
I dunno. Just letting off steam. Because I'm selfish and immature.
xD I appreciate that I have everything that I've been given. It's just frustrating that I'm being held back from the things I want to do and being forced to do things that aren't really making me happy or... enriching my life, honestly. I want to drum and think and write and draw etc. Which isn't a well grounded, certain future. But if I try enough and don't give up... I think could do it. Perhaps they're the silly dreams of an adolescent who day dreams too much. Or maybe one day you'll be buying my album and appreciating the well thought out lyrics and catchy beat.
Only time will tell.
But I have to get back to what I was doing. So I bid you all a good day/night or what ever time it is.
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