Thursday, August 16, 2012

Maybe this post will... uplift you? Heh...

Why helloooooo therrrreeeee :D

Welcome, yet again, to another blog post! As usual, it's been a while since I last posted on my blog. I have to say, I'm sorry for that. But oh well. I'm sure your life has been a lot more dreary and boring ever since that last blog post...

Anyways.

What to talk about? Ehm... School. Ew. I don't like it. Nice to get to see people again though. The homework... ugh. Chemistry and Algebra II. Gotta love it. Not really. Just kidding. English is good.

SO.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcjdpaNWzBQ

LISTEN TO THE ABOVE SONG AND THEN READ THE QUOTE
(or don't. do what you want.)

"I do anything that I want
I get everything that I ask
And if this message bothers you, ya' know, just kiss my frikin' butt hole."
-Pantera

This quote can be misunderstood fairly easily.
"I do anything that I want" Now there isn't really anything wrong with that, is there? I do what I want. That doesn't mean I'm a jerk about it. I can be, but will I? Probably not.
"I get everything that I ask" Again, am I a jerk about it? In fact, I may get what I want through asking kindly. Please and thank you. Etc. Maybe even through a reward system. Maybe I get what I want because people like catering to me? Or maybe I just go out and get it myself.
"And if this message bothers you, ya' know, just kiss my frikin' butt hole" If you couldn't tell, those aren't the exact words. But I'm sure you get the message. If you don't like it, then too bad.

If you listen to the rest of the lyrics, they're a bit more vulgar (see what I did there?) but still hold a message. What I get from this song is: I'm not going to let anyone get me down. I'll destroy myself if I so desire and have a good time doing it. And I don't care if you disagree with my ways.


Alrighty. I wasn't really planning on going into so much detail on that. But I got it out there, so... yeah. I love that song. So much.

Ya' know, I've really been thinking lately. Crazy right? I've been thinking! Ahem. But really. I'm getting back into my philosophical mindset again. I talked to Noah about religion today, I'm contemplating ways to fix the school system, I'm writing again, I'm thinking about humanly ways such as lust (I hate lust, in case you were wondering), happiness, life in general. Ah, it feels good to be back in the loop of things. Minus school. But you know what? It's worth it.

Well, thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed. Yeah.

WHY THE HELL IS THAT COW EATING MY BROWNIES!?

Sunday, June 24, 2012

spell check isn't working sad face :(

Well, hello once again. What's it been, like a month or something? Too long, fellow readers, too long... Perhaps I should get back in the habit of posting more often now that summer is in full swing for me. I mean, if you people would like that. Something to read when you're bored. Or busy. Or... just whenever. But not while you're driving. Or on a roller coaster. Or in a movie theater. Read responsibly y'all.

So it's getting hotter. ... Or is it just me? Man, the garage sale I had yesterday... It was the opposite of cold, let me tell ya'. Or don't let me. Up to you. Anyways, it was hot. I mean, it was better than pouring rain and extreme cold, but it wasn't the best working condition. I'm not really a fan of intense heat. Heh... intense heat... lol... ... yeah.

Ah, that gets me to another topic. Immaturity. I am immature. In case you haven't noticed. And I guess in order to grow up and become an adult, you're expected to drop the sex jokes and fart noises and such. So, obviously, if you agree with that above statement (that I'm immature) then you agree you have to drop the "nasty" stuff. Or perhaps you think you need to experience certain things. For instance: maybe you think doing drugs or drinking alchohol gives you a certain edge to the immature competition. Because you've experienced and have been scarred by early exposure to something, it makes you more mature. However; I disagree. Perhaps after the experience of it, you've gained the knowledge that comes from it, but does that really make you MATURE? Well, who am I to say?

And THAT gets me into ANOTHER topic. Language. Cussing. Inappropriate words. Well, there's certain times when saying them is okay and when it isn't. And I think people should refrain from cussing as much as possible. But not cussing at all? Now that's just silly to me. Erm... SCREW that, I think would be an appropriate word.

Now, I'm just asking for opinions here. I already have a few from people in my everyday life. But I'd like to hear from YOU. If you care to answer? On Facebook, in the comments section, or just leave a comment in the section of this post if you wish to answer either one or both of the opinions I expressed obove. Or DON'T! Ah, the freedom of choice...

And yeah.

I'd get into the matter of love, but who really knows what it is? Some say lust. Some say something more pure. I honestly have no idea.
It'd just to be nice to have a nice female to live for, you know?
OH MY GOD YOU'RE TOO YOUNG FOR THAT JUST LIVE FREE AND MEET A LOT OF PEOPLE
I cannot tell how many people have been telling me this. Yeah, I agree with it in order to find the one person that you can live wiith for... like... a long time... but I'M TOO FREAKIN' IMPATIENT. I mean, just to even have a GIRLFRIEND!? Is that too much to ask for? I'm 15 and a half for crying out loud! Actually, if you want to get specific, it's more like two thirds, but that just makes it worse.

Oh yeah. I have this... theory. You've got the rich people who haven't really had anything necesarilly BAD happen to them, and you have the poor people who've been through hell and back. And the people in between. In my eyes, the richer people become popular and have all these friends and are extroverted. They use crap loads of make up, know what's "in", and have an aura of "I'm cool and happy and I'd get to know you if my ego and ignorance didn't get in the way". And the poor people. They tend to be more introverted, have many problems, can't really afford to be popular, and have an aura of "I hate myself, no one likes me, I wanna go die in a hole, I like pain and cutting and stuff, and I really wish I had more friends and that my life wasn't so crappy".
And the people in between. Some lean more towards one side. Some are right smack in the middle. Or maybe some don't relate to that at all and are "weird".

Ugh. Another of my opinions. Stuff to think about. Society.

Anyways. Thanks for taking the time out of your life to read my little blog. It's much appreciated.

TELL UR FRIENDS ABOUT ME LOL

Friday, April 27, 2012

i am mikey and mikey is tired

I am SO tired right now.

Um... hi...

So, I guess metal heads were one of the first to really appreciate the old nerdy stuff. I mean, if you listen to a lot of the lyrics to older metal songs, they're about slaying things and... Just medieval fictional stuff, if you know what I mean.
My point here is: What do most geeks, nerds, etc. listen to?
And when I say geeks, nerds, blah blah blah, I mean like Dungeons and Dragons, trading card games, computers...
AND there ARE different categories of nerds n' geeks.

... Yeah.

If you were to look at the different genres of music, to ME the most logical music to be associated with nerdyness would be metal. Conquest. Swords and armor. Killing large beasts. With modern metal music, which has evolved A LOT, you get deeper stuff and a wider variety of subjects. But I'm not talking about modern metal. But you already knew that. I hope. I've only repeated myself like 3 times.

Hey, I'm tired. This is what happens when Mikey is tired. He starts talking about himself in the third person and repeats himself over and over again trying to get his point across.

I wonder what other music has influenced?

Rap...
Pop...
Country...

Of course my three least favorite genres come to mind first...

Justin Beiber... huuuhhuuuhhhhhh...
that was me shivering and... making a noise of disgust... like dry heaving and sighing at the same time. Kinda'. ... Yeah.

Mushrooms are really gross, in case you were wondering.
Really. Really. Really gross. Like... Really.
I could say really more but... I'm too lazy to type it again.
Hahaha too lazy to move my fingers...

Um... What else do I have to talk about...

...

Poop and brownies were honestly the first two things I thought of.

And then cucumbers.
And now bananas.
And refrigerators.
And... Intestines.
...And... dead things...
...um... puppies...
... drums...
fiz gig...
babies...

Babies are frakin' creepy. I don't care what you say. They're all deformed and... cry and stuff...
Like Justin Bieber.
Ha... haha... Just kidding. I have no idea if Justin Bieber crys.
I'm ashamed I know how to spell his name.
If that is how you spell his name.
... Hm.

I don't know what to talk about.
So... I'll leave you to your thoughts now.
Don't do drugs.
I mean, unless you really want to.
But... The general idea is that they're bad for you, so...
Don't do drugs unless you really want to?

...

Drink soda instead. Soda is good. And cheeseburgers and pizza and ice cream and candy (Reece's!) and meat loaf and... stuff... but not mushrooms... mushrooms are gross...

Okay. Good bye for real.
Like... really.
Bye.
... Okay, bye.
You hang up first.
No you.
I said it first.
Okay, count of three.
three
two
one
...
...
You're still there, huh?
...
Wow. They hung up on me. Jerk.
SURPRISE!
*freaks out and drops phone. phone breaks*
... Wow. They hung up on me... *starts crying and runs into a wall made of jello*
and then the world explodes
and super man is the only survivor
and he... does stuff in outer space...

Leave a comment for something I should talk about next time?
It'd be appreciated.
Thanks.
kay bye.
...bye.
for realz.
bye.
byyyyeeeeee
bye bye
...
okay bye.


bye.

bye.

... really this time, bye.

just kidding. now bye.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Atari

Hi. I'm posting again.

It's been a while, so... Yeah.

School is... Evil... But you all know my opinion on school...
Unless you don't.
If you don't, I think school is extremely stupid and can be redone to a much higher, better standard.
But that's just my opinion.

Anyways...

So, an Atari came in the mail. It's all set up in the garage. And I'm playing it more than I've played Xbox in the past week or two. River Raid is an awesome game an I love it. Asteroids is pretty cool too but it's SO EASY. And we have other games like Berzerk, Combat, Super Breakout... And others.

It's weird having only one button on the controller. See, I'm used to the two joysticks, 4 other buttons, triggers and bumpers. There's a lot of switching and fingers moving. With the Atari, it's pretty much just the endurance and speed of your thumb pressing that single red button. And of course the one joystick. Honestly, it's hard to call it a joystick. It's like a stick that presses other buttons as it leans. You have North, East, etc. and the other 3 in between each. Like North, North-north east, north east, east north or whatever, and east. Nothing in between. Imagine trying to play Zuma without propped accuracy, or Call of Duty without that sensitive aiming.

But the way the games work make it okay. Like River Raid. All you really need are the controls given. It's good the way it is.

And don't get me started on the poor pixelated sound quality.

Or Super Breakout. That game is just flat out boring. And I despise it.

So... I'm not sure what else to say here.

Yeah.

Enjoy your day?

Friday, March 23, 2012

Hiiiiiiiiii

I have no idea what to write about right now. I'm really bored. So yeah. It's a nice day, if a bit hot. Although I am wearing all black. As usual. No big deal though. There IS a breeze, so... That feels niiiiccccceeee.

So yeah. Spring break. Aw yeah. ... I am really, really bored. This goes on till' 6:30. ... Blaaaahhhh. I wish I knew someone here so that I could hang out instead of sitting around with nothing to do. Waiting for a job. I'm at a track meet for my school. Helping out for community service. And yeah.

This post is totally pointless.

Friday, March 9, 2012

Anthrax quote. Can you find it? (;

IT'S FRIDAY, SON!

Yayuh! Friday! Woooooooo!
A much deserved break from the week, hm?

You know what I hate? What I despise and generally dislike? Feeling anything but happy or in between happy and mad. Sadness sucks. Anger sucks.

So I vow to:
1. Not be sad.
2. Not be angry.
3. Be happy, but recognize things that shouldn't make me happy. I wont let the bad things get to me any longer. I'm done with sad. Sad sucks and I hate it. I will beat my sadness to the ground until it begs for mercy. And then beat it some more. Because I. Am. Done. With. Sad. Sure it's a natural emotion, but I'M DONE WITH IT.

I don't know why you'd want to feel sad. But sometimes you can't help it. Anyhoo.

I'm going to get a haircut. I haven't told anyone this directly. It's a surprise for those that notice. Ideas or suggestions? Comment section or Facebook. Or tell me to my face. Or over the phone. Whatever. Just feel free to tell me.

Now I have a question to present to you, loyal reader.
How do you feel?

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Herp. Aderp. Derp.

Maaahh

Man, the days when most people only knew me because of that noise... Well, most people in school... Ugh. F... F... FOREVER ALONE! Haha. Now I'm an introverted antisocial turtle. Which isn't all bad. Yeah I'd like to have more friends and I already know how to make friends, but... Meh. I'm cool with the friends I have right now. Because my friends are cool. ROCK ON FRIENDS! YEAAAHHHH!

So yeah.

I've been blogging a lot lately.

Rawr.

I've been told before that I'm mature for my age. I suppose I am in some ways. But not really... Emotionally, I guess. I haven't necessarily had the chance to mature in that way. I haven't ever paid attention to that part of my self. So now I'm trying to improve that part of my self but failing. I don't know what to do. So I stumble through it. And I don't think stumbling is the best way.
Mikey is confused! Mikey hurt itself in its confusion! (Pokemon reference LOL!)

But oh well.

Sooooooo yeah.

Enjoy your Sunday.
Tomorrow is Monday.
Ew.
Maaahh.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Blogs and candy. And drums. And music.

Hell yeah candy!

And peanut butter! Peanut butter candy. Candy that has peanut butter in it. You get the idea.

So... I'm posting. Again. That was pretty fast, hm? I posted yesterday if I'm not mistaken... So yeah. Pretty fast... Indeed...

I am confused. But what's new? Not much. Oh, what's new is I just dyed my hair again. The same color. But it looks WAY better this time. Yeah. Good stuff. So that's new. Ah. YouTube. Look up TheEccentricAdolecent. My new Chanel. I'll be putting... Well, videos, obviously. Probably drumming. Maybe just random crap that I feel like putting up. I'll get creative.

so yeah.

What's up?

Nothing really deep in this post. Sorry to disappoint. Howabout I come up with something right now? Yes, that's a warning to stop reading if you don't want to think about stuff.

The forgotten.
A bit related to the last post. With how you are remembered. But what about those that were forgotten? Those that didn't matter? Obviously they did matter or else the world wouldn't be exactly the way it is now. Slightly altered. Yup. So. A moment of silence for those who are no longer with us in mind or body?

...

...

Okay. Silence over. Back to breathing and yelling and talking and singing and farting and blinking and eating and drinking and moving all together.

Tapping.

Agh stop. Listing things. Shush.

Poke.

OKAY GO AWAY NOW.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Ugh Arg Blah

Wow.

So. I said I'd post on here whenever I felt like it. So there. I'm posting now.

Ah... Yeah.

Life.

School.
Females.
The inter web.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Writing.
Music.
Thinking.
Ah yes, the thinking...

Infinity.
And beyond.
HAHA Toy Story... I haven't seen the third one. Was it any good? I need to see it. And Underworld 3. Movies. Yup. You know a good movie? American Beauty. Blew my mind. A. Maz. Ing.

Anyways. Infinity.
Forever. Around and around. Repeating. Stretching in one direction. Or multiple directions. And stuff. When you think about infinity, what do you think of? I happen to think of how small of a blip my life is in the long run. Insignificant. Time. And infinity. So much time. So little. Each second. Tick tock tick tock. You spend some of your time reading this. That flatters me. But that doesn't really matter, does it. No. What matters is the long run. The ripple in the pond. How far you stretch. A little splash or a big boom. A tsunami. A displacement. Memories. Eventually forgetting. In the end. But there is no end. It just keeps going. Forever. Time. Ah time, why do you go by the way you do? So picky... Choosey... Death. Life. Living. Death forever? Living forever? Life forever? Dead. End of life and living. No more. Forever. A stop to your infinity. No. Not infinity. Your tiny speck of time experiencing the world. The privilege of feeling. Having a chance to see. Hear. Have those things us humans have. Refusal of that gift. Hah. Those who don't accept that gift. They don't see it as a gift I guess. More of something they must carry until they drop it. Broken. Gone. Dust forgotten in the proverbial wind.

Wow.

Just wow.

Live. Continue living until your gift is burnt out. Until it crumbles in your hand from age and decay. Get every last tiny drop out of it. Use it. For what it's for. Use the gift of life for living.

ALRIGHTY THEN

Deep thinking. Phwew. Let's all go look at one of them sites with the funny pictures, eh? Sound fun? Maybe?

Nah. I think I'll go shower now. My head hurts. And I'm tired. So yeah.


And may you find fulfillment.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Change

Buns

Like on cheeseburgers. Not... Ugh. Get your mind out of the gutter. Like with sesame seeds?

I'm thinking that now that I have a blog ONLY for philosophy... I don't know. Should this just be a summary of my day? There isn't really any point in repeating myself... So yeah. Summary it is. As well as posting more often, I suppose... Not every day, but just more often. Certainly every Sunday, but I'll choose how often I'll do the rest. When I have time, I guess.

Anyways.

Today was fine. Got up at 10... 30, I think? I got my iPod nano on Friday, so that made me really happy. I thought it supposed to get here on Tuesday, but it came earlier... 16GB instead of the 8 on my iPhone. Now I can actually use apps on my phone instead of only having music on it. Speaking of music, I also downloaded a bunch of music my dad has from some older CD's. And I got the new Lamb Of God album off of the iTunes store. It's awesome, like the rest of their albums. And I need to switch over my laundry...

Blah. Today... Ah, yes. We ran aronds, like dropping off donations, moved some stuff around the house, got McDonald's (it was yuuummmmyyyyy) and now I'm home again. Been here for a while, actually... And yeah. And Friday night magic! And the pre-release of Dark Ascension! AWESOMENESS!!! Dark ascension is the next set of cards for Magic the Gathering, and they had a prerelease for it on Saturday. Basically what happened was: each person got 3 booster packs of Innistrad and 3 of Dark Ascension. We then made 40 card decks and played ranked matches against one another. I got 11th place, so I got 2 extra packs, and I also traded some of my older cards for credit and got a starter deck of Dark Ascension. In all, I got 6 booster packs of the set that isn't supposed to be out till'... like... February. It was really awesome. And I had an awesome time. Thanks to my father. He spends a lot of money on taking my step brothers and I to those things... And just a lot of money in general... on everything... Blah.

And I got an awesome tie with a bunch of smiley faces on it today.

Got your nose!
HE'S GOT A NOSE! GET DOWN!
*BAM BAM BAM*

Sunday, January 22, 2012

School - Learning

Double-paned windows

Waste of glass? I don't know. Why have ONE window when you can have TWO!? Why not give someone else that extra window?

Heh heh... I'm going off about windows. Wow.
Anyways. Life is pretty darn good. I'm a bit confused as of this moment, but not sad. Certainly more towards happy. Except school is tomorrow. Learning is good and all, but it's a pain shoveling all that information into you brain and then hammering it in to make it stay. A bit tiring. But that's what weekends are for, right? In the end, I think going to school is worth it, and I'm glad I have the opportunity for the education I'm getting, even if it is a pain trying to keep up.

Is anyone really BETTER than any one else? I think it's more of an opinion. Someone can spend a bunch of time learning one thing and end up knowing more about it than someone else. But then that other person might have spent time on something else. So really what I think it comes down to is: who spent more time on what that certain thing is? Who learned more in the process? Who has overall "bettered" their self in the given time? We all choose what we do with our time. Are we "better" for choosing learning over fun, or whatever it is we do instead? I don't know.

I am NOT a pony

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Poetry - What's needed

Poetry (free verse)

I go outside to breathe the air.
Rain has just fallen,
the dew of the clouds and skies.
With each breath,
I am calmed,
memories renewed,
of places and times so long ago
and some so recent.
I am at peace again.

Anyhoo
It just rained for the first time in forevar. Don't you just love the smell of the rain during or after it's passed? I do, if you couldn't tell by the poem. So the Magic tournament was a bit depressing. I was utterly defeated time after time, but it was fun and I was happy. So it was certainly worth it. It was really expensive too! And I got to play Two Headed Giant with my dad (a team based game variant in which I was on a team with my dad) and we were also defeated time and time again. But like I said, it was fun and worth it. And yeah.

So... I've been thinking quite a bit lately. And I've been really happy. For a few reasons. BUT THAT HAZ NO QUESTION MIKEY says you. Shh. I'll get there. What do we need in life for happiness? We can have material things. Money, food, candy, etc. But that gives us momentary happiness, correct? I suppose you could have something that lasts and constantly gives happiness. And you can argue how you like. That's what this is here for. But what about other things that aren't quite there? Those things that are in our head that we need? Ignorance is bliss. Must we always be ignorant? No. I say NOT! I have been quite happy for one reason, and that reason will stay in my noggin. Its boosted my constant feeling, and things like the magic tournament have also made me feel happier. But I've found something I've needed for a while now. So the question is: What do you need for that boost in your happiness? What will make you on top of the world, make you invincible?

It's RAW!! Just GET OUT!

Monday, January 9, 2012

School - Learning

Wind mills

Round and round and round... Such is life?

Any hoo, I didn't post yesterday. So I'm terribly sorry. And yeah. I still don't really know what to say, what with a whole extra day looming over the due date of this blog... School started today for me, so it looks like learning is going to be taking up a lot of my time... Even if learning is what we do almost every second of our lives anyway... Not really a bad day though.

So... Let's a goooo...
Uh...
Hm...
Life seems to be filled with all kinds of mini revelations. Realizations. What color something is. Shapes of things. Faces hidden in the scenery. So I'll just leave this at that. All that knowledge going in one ear and out the other... Unless it all stays? In the unreached corners of our minds?

I'm a... I'm a... I'm a... IM A FIRIN' MAH LAZARS!!!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Double post - Bad stuff, new years

diarrhea

It sucks. No I haven't experienced it lately. Just sayin'. I really hate it when you wake up at like 2 in the morning and your intestines feel like they're being stabbed with a knife... and then you get up and go to the bathroom... and it explodes into the toilet...

OKAY ANYWAY

I forgot to do the last blog post, so this is a double... I'm not too sure what to write... ugh... and its already 10:32, and I have a head ache... Two questions, and I have no idea what to write...

1st question... I guess...

I wonder if there will ever be a point when people wont do evil things. Or feel bad... I've read books and stuff about how life might not be worth living without all the bad stuff, but come on. Really? To be honest, all I want in life is to be happy. So why waste time feeling sad and stuff? I guess if no one was ever angry or sad there wouldn't be metal music... which would kinda suck... but you wouldn't really need it if you were always happy... Or would you? I listen to metal when I'm happy just because it sounds amazing... even if I always listen to metal no matter what.
So what this comes down to is: Do we need the bad things in life?

2nd question

What's your new years re... re... whatever that word is? Where you make yourself better? revise... revolution... redemption... re... uh... you get the idea.

SO IS YOUR FACE