Ugh Arg Blah

Wow.

So. I said I'd post on here whenever I felt like it. So there. I'm posting now.

Ah... Yeah.

Life.

School.
Females.
The inter web.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Writing.
Music.
Thinking.
Ah yes, the thinking...

Infinity.
And beyond.
HAHA Toy Story... I haven't seen the third one. Was it any good? I need to see it. And Underworld 3. Movies. Yup. You know a good movie? American Beauty. Blew my mind. A. Maz. Ing.

Anyways. Infinity.
Forever. Around and around. Repeating. Stretching in one direction. Or multiple directions. And stuff. When you think about infinity, what do you think of? I happen to think of how small of a blip my life is in the long run. Insignificant. Time. And infinity. So much time. So little. Each second. Tick tock tick tock. You spend some of your time reading this. That flatters me. But that doesn't really matter, does it. No. What matters is the long run. The ripple in the pond. How far you stretch. A little splash or a big boom. A tsunami. A displacement. Memories. Eventually forgetting. In the end. But there is no end. It just keeps going. Forever. Time. Ah time, why do you go by the way you do? So picky... Choosey... Death. Life. Living. Death forever? Living forever? Life forever? Dead. End of life and living. No more. Forever. A stop to your infinity. No. Not infinity. Your tiny speck of time experiencing the world. The privilege of feeling. Having a chance to see. Hear. Have those things us humans have. Refusal of that gift. Hah. Those who don't accept that gift. They don't see it as a gift I guess. More of something they must carry until they drop it. Broken. Gone. Dust forgotten in the proverbial wind.

Wow.

Just wow.

Live. Continue living until your gift is burnt out. Until it crumbles in your hand from age and decay. Get every last tiny drop out of it. Use it. For what it's for. Use the gift of life for living.

ALRIGHTY THEN

Deep thinking. Phwew. Let's all go look at one of them sites with the funny pictures, eh? Sound fun? Maybe?

Nah. I think I'll go shower now. My head hurts. And I'm tired. So yeah.


And may you find fulfillment.